My Little Corner......

龙年快乐!!!!

2012-01-23T02:19:00.003+08:00

祝朋友们：
新年快乐，
万事如一，
身体健康，
天天开心，
龙年一定会肯好！

"With each passing moments, let us embrace the New Year with brighter, colourful, and joyous future!!"

When I thought....

2012-01-21T22:59:00.001+08:00

When I thought things had turn for a better, it happened again...
Can't we just have a peaceful family life?
Why can't everybody just live happily ever after?
Why must I be shouted at each and every time you two got problem?
I really don't want to care, it's really non of my business,
I just want a happy and quiet life...
I just want my mum to be happy...
It's just one day to Chinese New Year and you two had to turn things into this state?
I thought we were still happily shopping together and preparing for cny?
I see smiles on everybody faces, but why things turn out like that again?
Can't you two just be more mature?
Can't you two stop all these nonsense?
It all these very fun for you two?
Both the boys are still young, can't you all just provide them a happy family life?

I'm tired, very very tired of all these.
I did my best to help,
I did all I can, even putting myself in such miserable life for you all.
But?
I don't ask for anything in return,
I just want mum to be happy,
I want the boys to grow up happily,
If everybody is happy than mum will also be happy,
BUT??
I think all my efforts put in are wasted,
I think I'm the most dumbass idiot in the whole wide world,
I had enough,
It's your life,
If you all thinks that this type of life is better for you all and the boys,
Than by all means,
I'm not going to care anymore,
I had my own life to live!!!
I will still make mum happy,
Maybe our life will be more peaceful...
But I hope the boys will grow up good and well.

"Cruelty and fear shake hands together."

Mum's worries

2012-01-06T00:17:00.004+08:00

Mum told my Biao Sao and Kelvin that she's worried about me,
she can feel some changes in me cos time spent at home is getting lesser and lesser ever since so much things happened at home last year.

She said:"Ah Girl don't don't like to come home, everyday she just go out earlier earlier for work and will linger till late late than comes home."

I knew she's worried, and I do feel guilty for not having enough time for her.
I already promised myself that I'll spend more time with her and it's one of my 2012 resolution :)

After so much things that happened, I'm lying if I say I'm totally fine and I don't blame them for messing up my life.
But things had already happened and I can't turn back time to stop things from happening.
And at the end of the day, we are still blood bonded family.

So I'll forgive and forget,
I'll love more and stop hating.
Mum is still my priority,
And I just want her to be happy.

"A family is a place where minds come in contact with one another. If these minds love one another, the home will be as beautiful as a flower garden. But of these minds get out of harmony with one another it is like a storm that plays havoc with the garden."

Our Lonely NYE :)

2012-01-01T03:45:00.001+08:00

01 Jan 12:

Just some photos (Cos most of the photos are still stuck in Seah Camera) from our lonely Xmas without Zhiwei & Angela...
But still had fun although we usher in the New Year at the dessert shop :)

"When surrounded with loves, eveything is FUN!!!"

Happy Happy 2012!!!!

2012-01-01T03:18:00.002+08:00

01st Jan 2012:

Happy happy New Year to all...

Just came back from a fun night with Weiming and Biao Mei...
Although Angela is in Beijing and Zhiwei is at Genting and we really wish that they will be with us,but still,we 3 had a fun and crazy night laughing ourself off and ushering 2012 with not alcohol but sweet sweet dessert :)

So 2012 is going to be a sweet sweet year for us :)

"Drop last year into the silent limbo if the past.Let it go, for it was imperfect, and thank God that it can go."

2012 Resolutions!!!!

2011-12-31T01:00:00.001+08:00

31/12/11:

Last 23 hours of 2011.
And we will go into a brand new year.
I want to have a brand new start.
Resolutions had always been made the pass few years,
and frankly speaking,
I only managed to achieve ONE, just ONE out of the few simple resolutions.

So this year, I'm going to keep it short and realistic.
And hopefully I can achieve all.

So here's Maegan Tan 2012 resolutions:

Clear all debts!!!

Lose weight before I turn the big 30!!!

Spent more time with my mum!!!

Love more and be more kind to people around me and stop having evil thoughts on them...Haha

Put in even more effort in my new job and new colleagues!!!

Stay strong and always smile no matter what life is gonna bring me next!!!

I have one more but I shall not add into my resolutions yet cos I know it might not be achievable, that is save money and go get my degree but it might be a problem due to all the debts I'm in now, but I will work harder towards it :)

"Dreams are renewable,no matter what our age or condition, there is still untapped possibilities within us and new beauty waiting to be born."

2011....

2011-12-30T22:30:00.001+08:00

30/12/11:

In another 24 hours, we will stepping into Year 2012.
Time flies, 2011 had been a quite a nightmare for me, so many bad things happened,
family brings me heartache and let me pile up with debts,
a close friend whom I knew for half of my life breaks my heart and disappoint me.
Although it's had not been the best year of my life,
Although there is so much obstacle,
Although things that is happening mess up my life plan,

BUT I STILL MANAGED TO SURVIVE THROUGH THE YEAR!!!

I do count my blessing,
and I always knew that I'm blessed with many nice people in my life.
But thanks to all these obstacle in 2011,
they let me realised even more how much I was truly blessed,
blessed with the nicest and bestest friends around me,
friends whom trust me with their life and gave me tons of help which I needed without asking any question and second thoughts,
friends whom is always there for me when I'm at the lowest point of life,
friends whom bring me tons joy and laughter amidst my sadness,

THANK YOU ALL MY FRIENDS!!!
I really can't imagine my life without all of all.
Thanks for all the trust, the love and time you all had given me!!!

2012 shall be a even better year for all the people I love :)

"A blessed thing it is for any man or woman to have a friend, one human soul whom we can trust utterly, who knows the best and worst of us, and who loves us in spite of all our faults."

HNO Early New Year Dinner :)

2011-12-28T00:31:00.006+08:00

27th Dec 11:

Had our HNO New Year dinner together earlier cos Angela is going to Beijing and Zhiwei is going to Genting and they will not be around during New Year Eve & Day.
So we had our dinner and watch "We bought a zoo" together before they go for their holiday.
Gonna miss them cos it's gonna to be only Biao Mei, Ming and me celebrating together...
We still have no idea where to go that night but I believe it's gonna a good night :)

Oh.. We had the most terrible spaghetti's today!!!

"Happiness is undrstanding that frienship is more precious than mere things."

2011 Xmas Eve!!!!

2011-12-25T12:35:00.003+08:00

24th Dec 11:

We had a quiet Xmas eve last year at the airport...
And this year, we decided to go back to the usual PARTY!!!!!!

We had a blast, we had lots of fun,
We had lots of sillies but true moments...
And we love the smile on his face :)
And we HNOners had a near to perfect Xmas Eves this year....
And I love each and everyone of them till the max!!!

"Friendship is a union of spirits, a marriage of hearts, and the bond there of virtue."

你好吗? 我很想你!!!

2011-12-19T16:14:00.005+08:00

Dear Brother,

It's your birthday today...

And I'm missing you as usual,

Happy Birthday!!!!

Years passes BUT I still misses you terribly...

"I did three things today; miss you, miss you, and miss you."

Jianming's 28th Bday!!!

2011-12-06T23:44:00.012+08:00

05th Dec 11:

Jianming bday fell on the 6th and Weiming on the 7th, therefore, the past few years, I skipped Jianming bday celebration cos it always crashed with Weiming's celebration on the same weekend. I thought I will skip it again this year when Jianming called me, but he say he will do it on the eve of his bday and it fell on a Monday, so I have no excuse but to attend....

Meet up with him and JEH staffs at bugis for dinner and we headed to the Ktv pub at UE Square for a night of fun. The people were crazy, and the way they make Jm drink is madness and I knew he will Knock out damn early and I ready to send him home again, as predicted, he knocked out at 1 plus, and this is the second time I send a drunk him home, but this time, he's more sober after he puked at the void deck, cos I remembered the 1st time I sent him home he was super drunk and I still need to call his sister for help. At least this time he can walk into his house by himself... haha...

Ben and the concussed bday boy!!!

"It is not how much we have, but how much we enjoy, that makes happiness."

Day with Mum and Boys :)

2011-12-04T23:06:00.004+08:00

04 Dec 11:

Woke up late cos come home late from Ming bday party.
And mum said she feel like having Kfc.
Actually there is one outlet just opposite our house, but we decided to bring both the boys out for a walk.
So we got ready and headed to Bedok Central for some shopping and Kfc :)
Loving spending time with Mum and boys but especially when the bnys are so well behaved :)

"Free the children potential, and you will transform him into the world."

Mr President 28th Bday Party!!!!!

2011-12-04T22:22:00.001+08:00

03th Dec 11:

HNO President 28th Birthday and our mission of the night:
"Drink, Drank & get Drunk."
And we really drink, drunk and everybody get super super high....Haha
Fun is when all five of us is around, and fun is when everybody is enjoying to the max...

We HNOners only get together and become so close like 5 years ago... But the precious moments and fun we had together for this 5 years are countless and I knew we are going to more fun and happiness together.

And our common dream are: "HNOners to travel together..."
I really hope this dream will come true before anyone in this group get married....

"Friends are companions on a journey, who ought to aid each other to preseverse in the road to a happier life."

Singapore Flyers with my 姑姑s!!!

2011-12-02T23:50:00.002+08:00

02nd Dec 11:

Went Singapore Flyers with Xiao Gu,Da Gu and Biao Mei.
But before going up to enjoy the view, we went for a hearty steamboat dinner at Suntec, the steamboat restaurant me and Jm love most...

After that we took a long walk from Suntec to Flyers.
And seriously there is nothing to see at night, we can't see Malaysia, Indonesia and whatever the guy told us cos it was just too dark out there...hahaha...

Anyway, it's just for the experience, and wanted to spend some time with my dearest aunt and cousin...
And I will not go back for a second trip again....

"We don't see things as they are, we see them as we are."

Snap Shots with Boys :)

2011-11-12T22:27:00.002+08:00

12th Nov 11:

Come home at 8plus and did some snap shots spend sometimes with Boys.
Really enjoy some moment with them after a tired day at work :)

"Chilfren are our most valuable resource."

Angela actual Birthday!!!!

2011-11-02T23:26:00.001+08:00

02nd Nov 11:

Our dearest Angela turns 25 on this very day.
Meet her after knock off to go 313 to do shopping for my company conference night dress and shoe.
Than meet Ming at PS for Swensn dinner, Zhiwei can't make it cos he got something on and Biao Mei got school so also can't make it and the dinner only got 3 of us but Biao Mei come after half lesson to join us for a movie :)

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST SIEW TING!!!!"
THANKS FOR COMING INTO MY LIFE!!!!

"Best friends understand when you say forget it. Wait forever when you say just a minute. Stay when you say leave me alone. And open the door before you can say come in."

Angela bday celebration @ Fly!!!!

2011-10-30T19:49:00.001+08:00

29 Oct 11:

Angela's Pre Birthday celebration at Dragonfly!!!
And it's always Halloween on Angela Birthday weekend and we again had fun at Dragonfly this year...
We went for dinner, catch a movie...
And than we drink, drunk and got super high this night as predicted!!!!
But it's fun fun fun night!!

Picture says a thousand words!!!

"The medicine of life is to have true faithful friends."

4corner island & my HNO!!!

2011-10-26T23:56:00.003+08:00

25th Oct 11:

Meet Jasline for a drink at PB after work, feeling down down down down down emotionally....
We had a long long talk, and I can say that she knows me well.
And Biao Mei came to join me after she finish her OT, Jasline left while after Biao Mei came cos she's feeling tired.
So me and Biao Mei also had a long talk till Liang and Mingfa came to fetch me for supper.
After supper both of them sleepover at my house cos we meeting Jasline, Alvin and their friends at Changi early in the morning.

26th Oct 11:

A day they are all looking forward to, a trip to Jasline Ah Ma hometown, I have been there once before and I went again cos we planned one month ago with Liang & Mingfa and I promise them that we will go on this PH. This time we visited the the fruit farm, Ostrich farm and have a seafood lunch treat from Alvin before heading back to Sg....
It should be a fun trip but I did not enjoy myself alot cos I went for this trip with a heavy heart and lots of things and plans in my mind, and the shakiness of the bumper boat makes me vomit.

The day trip were over by 5pm, small request I made was not granted, feel sad, feel disappointed but I can't say anything and can't show my disappointment too.
Ended the trip with a even heavier heart, but still need to be strong!

Luckily I have my lovely HONners waiting for me at the jetty, they came to fetch me and we went for dinner and watch Paranormal Activity together at ehub... Loving them ttm!!!
With them around I feel happier, although all the thoughts are still in my mind, but at least I them with me to make me laugh :)

I'm blessed, I'm blessed, I'm blessed.....

"Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning hoe to dance in the rain."

Draft!!!!

2011-10-24T23:34:00.001+08:00

Open my list of post, I saw lots and lots and lots and lots of draft, loads of pictures had been drafted months ago and it's mostly from the past 6 months of my not working life, trying to put in some words and post them up.

Is not in my greatest mood recently, I just hope that recalling those happy moments and writing my nonsense can help me release those unhappiness in me...

"Much unhappiness has come into the world because of bewilderment and things left unsaid."

Halloween @ USS!!!

2011-10-22T01:36:00.004+08:00

21st Oct 11:

Spent the night with Angela, Huei, Shuping and Angela's two colleague Joanna & Xiao Mng at Uss!!!
Huei got the Halloween ticket cheaper and we benefits from it :)
Before the night of horror and fight starts, we had a hearty dinner at Marche.

The night was spent with fulfillment, fun and laughter, and we enjoyed our self till the max.
But my hand and Shuping hand never leave each other throughout the night except when we are queuing for the 3 rides...Haha...

"One day your life will flash before your eyes. Make sure it's worth watching."

My Biao Mei, My Angela!!!

2011-10-20T23:11:00.004+08:00

20th Oct 11:

Had lunch at a Korean restaurant with Angela and Biao Mei.
This is the second Korean restaurant they bring me too since we three work so near each other.
And I prefer this restaurant.
A yummy lunchie with my favourite gals!!!

After work meet Angela for our movie time at Tampines. This time we watch Dream House, and there is a group of irritating teenage that keep talking so loud and it's so disturbing to others.
Damn it, they were just so so so irritating, and I really feel like pouring my whole cup of drink toward them.
I hope we are not so irritating like them when we were younger....Hahaha...

"A best friend is someone who lets you have total freedom to be yourself."

18/10/11

2011-10-19T02:07:00.001+08:00

18/10/11:

Found this in my wallet and I really don't know where the other 3/4 are.

"Reality leaves a lot to the imagination."

Missing SlipperS!!!

2011-10-16T01:06:00.001+08:00

15th Oct 11:

My slippers went missing, think one of the backpackers stole it.
Wanted to take a cab home but Reeve offered me his extra slipper and insisted me to take Mrt back home.
And this is what I wear all the way from Chinatown till home just home.
Damn embarrassing!!!
"The world is not growing worse and it is not growing better, it is just turning around as usual."

Dinner & Drinks with 38 Gang!!!

2011-10-15T02:24:00.003+08:00

14th Oct 11:

Had a nice, fun and crazy dinner at Fullerton just now with those GIPL crazy people cos it's Weicheng last day there and also quite long never meet up for dinner so Janice plan for tonight so we can utilise the discount...Hahaha...
Seriously, the food there is not really very nice, and the price without discount is not worth it.
As usual with Shuping and me around, the nosie level is always on the highest ...Haha...

After dinner went went for a drink at PB and continue our nonsenses.

Thank God for all these people that bring so much joy and laughter in my life.
I'm not on my best mood the past few days, I hate myself for being like that, but I really can't help it....
Trying my best to be normal and cheerful, but once I'm alone or with a few close friends, I just can't help but keep thinking of what happened.

I think I realy messed up things myself this time..
And I really really regret it!!!
FML!!!!!

"I regret every chance I missed at protecting myself from beng hurt."

Precious Moment 5

2011-10-12T23:30:00.003+08:00

12th Oct 11:

Davier : 2 Years 9 Months
Xavier : 1 Year 10 Months

I love taking pictures of the boys, esp when they are playing together or doing lovely dovey things together...
They always fight over toys and things but still their love for each other is undeniable :)
And I get this today, and it's must share cos it's really a priceless moment :)
And at the moment, this song came up my mind --

同手同腳

還記得小小年紀鬆開我的手迷失的你
在人群裡看見你一邊哭泣手還握著冰淇淋
有時候難過生氣你總有辦法逗我開心
依然清晰回憶裡那些曾經有笑有淚的光陰
我們的生命先後順序在同個溫室裡
也是存在在這個世界唯一的唯一
未來的每一步一腳印踏著彼此夢想前進
路上偶爾風吹雨淋也要握緊你的手心
未來的每一步一腳印相知相惜相依為命
別忘記之間的約定我會永遠在你身邊陪著你
現在我唱的這首歌曲
給我最親愛的弟弟在
我未來生命之旅
要和你同手同腳的走下去

I hope they will really 同手同腳永远走下去.....

"Brother don't necessarily have to say anything to each other-they can st in a room and be together and just be completely comfortable with each other."

WRONG WRONG WRONG!!!!

2011-10-12T19:50:00.002+08:00

I should not had let things happened,
I could have stop it but I chose not to,
I regret, I regret, I regret....
But there is no turning back...

Rules and regulation had been set,
Words has been said again and again to make sure I understand and digested them,
I should have back out,
but I did not...
I let the game continue,
So I will bear the consequences myself...

All I want is things to go back to normal!!!!!

"You can close your eyes to things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel."

Our Monthly Meet Up!

2011-10-12T00:38:00.001+08:00

11th Oct 11:

Meet Uncle,Angela and Huei for our monthly meet up dinner. Biao Di did not make it again this time.
We went to Bugis for steamboat and dessert.
Did not enjoy the dinner alot cos not feeling very well and there's a few ucler in my mouth and I only eat one spoonful of my favorite durian dessert :(
Am not feeling very happy this few days....
I just need to vent my frustration out, so went to the arcade before dinner and used all my energy and strength on bashy bashy games.
But it's did not seem to help much, but thank god, I had my dear Angela with me and also Huei and uncle the crazy two that never fails to make us laugh :)

"IF ONLY. Those are the two saddest words in the world."

Precious Moment 4

2011-10-10T22:50:00.001+08:00

10th Oct 11:

Just came home from shopping at Bugis with Alvin and Jasline after work...
And saw the brother sharing their motor bike but with a little fight.. haha...

And thank you my two bao bei for bringing my smile back on my face before the day end...

" It takes two men to make one brother."

秘密的一天！

2011-10-04T23:50:00.002+08:00

04th Oct 11:

Liang and Mingfa just left my house, cos Liang need help on his paper work, so he came to fetch me from Jasline house in the evening than I accompany them to their last Job and we went for dinner together before coming to my house to do his paper work.

Went for a secret trip with Jas, Lien and Adrian today, and we have spent a nice afternoon eating and shopping away :)

"Happiness is laughing with others, not at them."

Kelvin Kor Birthday Treat :)

2011-10-03T01:15:00.002+08:00

02nd Oct 11:

Reach home only around 7am in the morning, but still wake up at 11plus to accompany mum for lunch and also to auntie shop to buy some clothes :)
As Kelvin kor birthday is coming so me and Mum meet him at Nex for some shopping than we head to City Square Mall for buffet dinner treated by mum for Kelvin kor and I benefit from it...Haha... And the spread and quality of the buffet is quite good for the price we paid....

"Happiness depends upoon ourselves."

Jasline & Alvin Big Day!!!

2011-10-02T23:30:00.001+08:00

01st Oct 11:

Finally finally dearest Jasline & Alvin got married!!!!

Feel so happy for both of them, 你们一定会永远幸福快乐的！

Had a super long day, from morning till the end of the dinner, but Alvin was so high that he insisted that we go over his house to share his happiness with him..haha....So me, Kelvin, Kecik & Jos still went over to their house and chat till around 3am than just me, Jos and Kecik went to Liang Court Ktv to sing till 6am in the morning, had Mac for breakfast before heading home to have a good sleep...

Congratulation my dear friends!!!!

"All happiness is in the mind."

Davier's Zoo :)

2011-09-30T12:14:00.001+08:00

29/09/11:

Meet Jas & Alvin at City Plaza to buy Mahjong set for their new house and after buying we plus Kelvin Kor did a quality check for it and play till 5am in the morning...Haha...

We had a mini Zoo at home :)

"I always felt that the great high privilege, relief and comfort of friendship was that one had to explain nothing."

New Week, New Job, New Foucs

2011-09-26T03:30:00.000+08:00

26th September 11:

After 6 months of slacking and no working, I'm finally going back to working life later...
Good opportunity is given to me in this new company,

And I'm looking forward to:

New week,
New job,
New people,
New focus in life,

Hopefully all the bad things for the past two month will been just a passing phase.
I wanna clear all the debts fast,
I wanna to learn my full set of accounts fast,
I wanna to further upgrade myself soon,
I wanna to fulfill so many so many things before I hit the big 30!!!!!

"Don't worry about how things might turn out. Just remember that nothing came to those who did not try."

Cheeky Davier & Night with friends :)

2011-09-26T03:12:00.003+08:00

25th Sep 11:

Spend the afternoon with Mum, Seah & Cheeky Davier, we went Bedok central for some grocery shopping and lunch.

Than went to Jasline house to meet Liang, Kelvin Kor, Jasline and Alvin.
Had dinner together and Lien joins us last min.
After slacking for awhile we headed for some supper, than bowling at east coast, and it's my 2nd time in life playing bowling.
And we still went for a spin around just to make myself more tired before heading home cos I could not sleep as it's my 1st day of new job and I'm getting all nervous...
Thank god they are there for me :)
I love it when my different group of friends can mingle and get along so well together!!!

And here's cheeky Davier :)

"I believe in angels sent from heavens.And I'm surrounded by Angela, but I call them friends."

It's cooking time!!!!

2011-09-21T23:56:00.003+08:00

20th Sep 2011:

Me, Liang, Jasline, Alvin and Kelvin Kor packed ourself at Jasline new house and had fun cooking dinner...

From marketing to preparing to cooking, we enjoyed the process of it together.

And enjoying our home made dinner together :)

"Friends are the most important ingredient in this recipe of life."

Another fun and long day with my FRIENDS!!!!

2011-09-19T01:30:00.001+08:00

18th Sep 11:

I had a long and nice day today, Liang stay over last night and I think we chatted till near to 4am than fell asleep.
Than we had lunch with Mum they all at the market before Liang sent me to Chinatown to meet up with Bobby & Surene. Meet Bobby they all for around 2 hours to talk about some things than headed to NEX to meet Liang, Kelvin Kor,Seah, Jasline and Alvin for KTV!!!
Had few hours of fun at Ktv than Liang bring us to Tanglin Hort for nice and yummy dinner...
After dinner we still went to Holland V for some ice cream and chill out before ending our day.

And I'm really thankful to have them around when I needed company the most :).

"Friendship improves happiness and abates misery, by the doubling of our joy and the dividing of our grief."

Jasline's House Warming ...

2011-09-18T01:30:00.002+08:00

17th Sep 11:

Jasline offically moved into her new house today!!!!
Went down with Kelvin Kor and bring Xavier Boy along.
Liang called us for lunch and so we meet him at compass point for some sushi 1st.
Ask him to join us at Jasline house cos his friend is is meeting him a bit later.

We hang around at Jasline new house till late, chatting, watching Dvd and eating away...
I think if Didi is not with me, I will stayed even later cos recently Jasline house is like a hide out for me and her..Haha

Reach home just now and Liang texted me saying he's bored and so he came over my house again. So now we are slacking away watching TV again, chat abit and doing our own things...Haha...
But I'm loving this type of moments with my friend :)

And we are meeting up tomorrow again with Jas they all for Ktv.

"Friends are like walls. Sometimes you lean on them, and sometimes it's good just knowing they are there."

Huei Bday Outing :)

2011-09-17T01:47:00.003+08:00

16th Sep 11:

Was feeling tired and thought can sleep later before meeting Angela and Huei in the evening.
But Liang called around 11am and say he's nearby, end up woke up and meet him for lunch the market and he came up to slack for awhile before heading to meet his friends.

I took a power short nap and went out to meet Angela and Huei for dinner to celebrate Huei's Bday and watch Johnny English together at PS.
We are trying to stick to our monthly outing with Uncle and Biao Di also but it seem like it's always the three of us that can only make it... haha...
But nevertheless, we always had fun even it's just 3 of us.

I'm loving all my friends!!!

"Love me when I least deserve it, because that's when I really need it."

1st day at 5footway Inn & evening with Liang

2011-09-16T02:36:00.001+08:00

15th Sep 11:

My 1st day at 5footway Inn.
The backpackers hostel is opening in a week time but alot of things not done.
So we spent the morning doing cleaning and afternoon Elynn did some training with us.
Was super tired but hungry, mgsed Liang and we meet up after I knock off.

Went to Tampines to have our eye brown trimmed, had dinner and watch Contagion together.
Luckily never fell asleep in the cinema, cos the show was quite slow.

"Learn everything you can, anytime you can, from anyone you can - there will always come a time when you will be grateful you did."

Dinner By Me Again :)

2011-09-14T23:40:00.001+08:00

14th Sep 11:

Cooked simple dinner again tonight.
Mgsed Liang and Fa, and they came up for dinner after work :)

"Goodness speaks in whisper, evil shouts."

A Day Liang & Kelvin again - JB

2011-09-13T02:04:00.004+08:00

12th Sep 11:

A very minute decision made...
We three headed to JB for a day of feasting and relaxing...
I really mean feasting cos we eat & eat & eat & eat ....

We went for foot plus shoulder massages and it was the worst experience that I had, never never will I let a guy massages for me again cos he uses all his strength and I felt giddy towards the end but I don't dare to tell him and end up vomiting straight after the massage...

But still enjoyed the day spend with them cos it's always fun with all they nonsense whenever they are around, old friends are still the best cos we can always be ourself with them around :)

"It is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them."

Day with Kelvin Kor & Liang...

2011-09-12T02:26:00.002+08:00

11th Sep 11:

I think we had been super free recently, and the frequency of us meeting up is at the highest.
Liang left my house at 3.30am yesterday, after slacking together watching TV and chatting randomly for few hours.

Went woodlands to pray this morning, feeling super tired but still meet Liang at YCK mrt and we went to Kelvin kor house slack awhile, than went shopping together with Kyo at Nex, send Kyo home and we 3 continue shopping at Tampines, than watch The Kingdom at ehub and headed for supper before ending our day.

Love the time super with them, cos all the nonsense from us just bring laughter and happiness and also bring back fond memories of our younger days....

And we 3 are heading to JB tomorrow!!!

"No distance of place or lapse of time can lessen the friendship of those who are thoroughly persuaded of each other worth."

Bonding Day with Xavier Boy :)

2011-09-11T02:50:00.000+08:00

10th Sep 11:

"I boring leh."
"Come my house slack lo."

And it's like near to 3am now and here is Liang, still in my living room, watching TV and slacking away while I'm blogging here.
It's been years that he came my house and stay till so late,and they used to come over my house frequently to stay over after our late nights outing :)

Bought Xavier boy out myself this afternoon, it's always me and Davier bonding day and finally today I had a bonding day with Xavier. He's not as easy as Davier but still when it's just the two of us, he's quite a sweet little boy :)

Kelvin Kor and Kyo joins us for dinner and Xavier was supper happy cos Kelvin Kor is around to carry him... haha...cos I never carry them when I'm out alone with them

"Remember that the most precious and valuable antiques are dear old friends."

My cousins!!!

2011-09-09T00:09:00.001+08:00

30/09/11:

It's been a long time since just Biao Mei, Biao Di & Me go for dinner together.
So we met up at 313 after work for a hearty meal and some drinks together, and just 3 of us :)
I love my favourite cousins till the max!!!!

"Cousins are friends that will love you forever."

See Bai Kar!!!

2011-09-08T23:43:00.000+08:00

08th Sep 11:

Liang, Mingfa, Angela, Kelvin Kor, Jasline & Alvin came to my house for steamboat...
We had nice night eating, talking and crapping away till late :)
And it's a day where I see Two See Bai Kar at my house...Hahaha...

"We are never prepared for what we expect."

Misses Old Fun Days...

2011-09-08T01:46:00.003+08:00

07 Sep 11:

Spend the afternoon at home with Jasline, cos she went to a clinic to remove a corn on her feet and came my house to slack the afternoon away till Alvin come and fetch her.

Liang came to fetch me as he was bored and we two went for dinner, shop around watch Smurfs together at Tampines.
It's really nice to be back in contact so frequently again with him and Mingfa.
My friends for more than half of my life and friends that I spent my fun teenage years and grow up with...
And they really make me misses our fun young days together.

"A friend is a person with whom I may be sincere. Before him, I may think aloud."

Out with Liang, Seah & Kelvin Kor.

2011-09-05T01:25:00.002+08:00

04th Sep 11:

Spent this day with Liang, Seah and Kelvin Kor.
We went for lunch at TM, watch a movie and shop around cos we have nothing better to do so we headed to Tampines Giant for some grocery shopping and waste some time there before going home for dinner at Kampong.
Sometimes it just feels so people around me when I have nothing better to do...haha..

Gonna meet Mr Bobby & Surene tomorrow!!!

"The two foes of human happiness are pain and boredom."

Davier meeting Jas & Jos...

2011-09-01T23:29:00.003+08:00

01/09/11:

Meet Jasline at Compass today, cos we are going to Jos house for dinner and I brought Davier along.
And little boy behaved real good when he is with them, and I'm just so proud of him :)

"We worry about what a child will become tomorrow, yet we forget that he is someone today."

Cheekie Boys!!!

2011-08-30T23:42:00.001+08:00

30th August 11:

Spending time with Boys and mum at home in the evening after Liang send me home...
And both the boys are getting cheekier & cheekier day by day, and I love snapping random photos of them :)

"Every child born, has innate goodness."

Lunchie with Mingfa & Liang...

2011-08-30T22:30:00.002+08:00

30/08/11:

Fa & Liang call me last minute and we went Parkway for lunch, ice cream and shop around...
Did went for a movie with Liang last month, am glad that we meet up again and I'm so happy to see Mingfa today cos they did not cos we did not have our yearly Cny steamboat this year, it means I did not see him for one year plus le...

I hope we will be in contact more frequently and not only once a year...
I really miss our growing up days :)

"Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget."

Slacking Tai Tai Day...

2011-08-29T01:56:00.002+08:00

28/08/11:

Spend a afternoon acting as HDB Tai Tai with Jasline near my house, lunch with Cjye and Kelvin Kor 1st we two went to have our hair wash and blow at a salon than doing mani and pedi also, wanted to go for facial but did not manage to get an appointment...
So we headed to Jasline new house and slack there till late and ordered Ponggol Seafood home delivery for dinner :)

Our Yummylicious Dinner!!!!

"It is important to our friends to believe that we are unreservedly frank with them."

Davier Boy Island :)

2011-08-23T22:19:00.001+08:00

23/08/11:

Stay home the whole day and fetch Davier from school and spent evening with him.
And recently he loves to build his own island with all the sofa cushion...
He get a party pack from school today and love the way he try to blow the balloon, it's just so cute and funny...

"Children are the hands by which we take hold of heaven."

Boys again :)

2011-08-21T18:16:00.002+08:00

21st August 2011:

Stay home the whole day and took some snap shots of the boys before they go Gai Gai :)

"All children have creative power."

Boys Again :)

2011-08-08T17:26:00.001+08:00

8th August 11:

Davier : 2 Year 7 Months
Xavier: 1 Year 8 Months

They are growing, growing, growing to be more and more cheeky :)

07/08/11

2011-08-07T20:17:00.002+08:00

07th August 11:

Stay home day, and I'm loving sweet little Xavier, when he's not crying!!!

Xavier Boy @ 20 month old :)

" Children are the keys of paradise."

Star Virgo - Redang !!!

2011-07-31T17:50:00.001+08:00

29th to 31st July 11:

Went for a 3day 2nights star cruise with Huei and Angela...
The last time I went is to KL and this tine is REDANG...
A place I always wanted to go and thanks to Angela nicey mummy, we got a chance to go together :)
Had a awesome and super duper fun trip with Huei and Angela, we basically eat non stop, laugh non stop and as usual crap around non stop.
And it's truly a food and laughter trip :)
Loving them both !!!

No photos here as it was too much and I had problem loading them.
Looking back at all the photo really bring smile to my face...

"All you need in the world is love and laughter. That's all anybody need. To have love in one hand and laughter in the other."

Day out with Davier boy :)

2011-07-27T23:23:00.006+08:00

27th July 11:

Another bonding day for me and Davier :)
We went Bedok Central for some shopping than head to Bedok Reservoir for some strolling and love the way he cling onto my when the bridge shake when there is waves :)
I just love spending time with him alone...

Love this series of photos of him...

"Outings are so much funwhen we can savour them through the children eyes."

Dinner and Supper with Liang :)

2011-07-24T04:00:00.001+08:00

23rd July 11:

Spend the whole day with Davier cos the rest of family are working, we two spend the whole day at home together and I really love this type of bonding day with him alone cos he will be the sweetest boy on earth :)

Got a surprise mgs from Liang from FB, and we two meet up very last min for a movie at Ehub and than supper at Bedok 85...Had not seen him for a long long time and he even went to the wrong floor when he came up to my house, and it feel good to be able to catch up each other life, cos they are a group of friends that always stand a special place in my heart...Miss those days of growing up together and doing nonsense things together :)

And this is what Cheeky Davier did to himself this afternoon :)

"In good times and bad times,I'll be on your side for ever more....that's what friends are for."

Durian Madness!!!!

2011-07-20T23:23:00.001+08:00

20th July 11:

Che Che's birthday dinner, and this is what we saw when we step into the house...

"Sanity calms, but madness is more interesting."

A day with my Didi and Davier :)

2011-07-19T23:38:00.002+08:00

19th July 11:

Spent this day with my dearest Didi and Davier boy...
We did housework together in the afternoon than headed to Tampines with Esther for some shopping and a Seoul Garden treat from him :)

Davier Boy latest stunt :)
"What we play is life."

Davier @ Arcade!!

2011-07-11T23:45:00.001+08:00

11th July 11:

A day out with Ge, Seah & Davier.
We went Tampines for dinner & bring Davier to watch Mr Popper Penguin with his favourite Popcorn!!!

After movie bought him to the Arcade to get high awhile and little boy was really high for all the games there till he refused to go home...

"Siblings are the people we practice on, the people who teach us about fairness and cooperation and kindness and caring, quite often the hard way."

Happy dinner but not a happy me :(

2011-07-10T00:36:00.001+08:00

9th July 11:

Lien and Ong treat us to dinner at Crystal Jade at Holland V for dinner to thank us for helping out at her wedding..
It should be a happy dinner with the gals cos most of us were there.

But a call from a fucker destroy my night.
It's their marriage, but why am I the one suffering with them?
I really hate it!!!

Luckily I'm blessed with other nice things around me.
The boys, looking at their picture do bring smile to my face :)

Here's the boys before we went out today :)

"Any idiot can face a crisis - it's the day to day living that wears you out."

Gaming Craze :)

2011-07-09T00:53:00.002+08:00

8th July 11:

Had dinner with Xiao Gu, Biao Mei, Boy, Debbie and boys and their parents at City Plaza Arnolds Chicken, waited for at least 45mins and I really don't find it that fantastic and really don't worth the long wait...

But the waiting time is the boys happiest time cos they have this small little shop beside them that had games for little children at 10 cents and 20 cents and the two boys esp Davier go crazy over it...Hahhaa

And saw Kendict and Lele there also, I did not realise that they were there till the time we were about to go in for dinner...

After dinner, I meet Jasline at her Ah Ma house to chit chat awhile before coming home :)

"Believe that life is worth living,and your belief will help create the facts."

The day I turn 29!

2011-07-05T03:21:00.001+08:00

04th July 11:

Woke up late, and went to Tampines pizza hut for lunch with both my brothers, Seah and the boys... Had a noisy lunch and than shop around with them till evening and I headed to Nex to met Jos & Jas for dinner, after dinner, Lien join us and we went to Ktv for a singing session...

Thanks to everybody for everything!!!!

"As I grow to understand life less and less, I lean to live it more and more."

I'm 29

2011-07-04T00:01:00.001+08:00

It's 12mid on 04/07/2011...
I officially turned 29...

Time flies too fast, just can't believe that I will be hitting the big 30 in just another 365 days.

I should be a happy girl on this day, but sad to say that I'm really not in the mood for any celebration this year due to things that had been happening at home recently, therefore unlike the past years that I should be out now enjoying myself at this moment, but now I'm sitting at home infront of my laptop blogging away...

I felt bad, cos I was not on my happiest mood at the bbq HNOners hold for me on Saturday, they knew it and felt it, but still put in all efforts since Friday for this bbq, I just feel so so grateful and blessed with all these people in my life :)

I'll be stronger as I grow older, nothing can knock me down...

"Whatever with the past that's gone, The best is yet to come."

Bday Celebration with HNOners & Best friends!!!

2011-07-03T02:45:00.003+08:00

02th July 11:

Dearest HNOners hold a Bday bbq for me this year, and as usual Kellie Tan will be present on my Birthday without fail yearly.
Kelvin Kor is in Sg this year and he's there too plus all the children.
This is also the 1st time I celebrated my Bday with Gabriel cos his bday is just one day before me.

It's one of the most gloomy period of my life for this two months, and I wasn't in my best and happiest mood on this day too. So much things had been happening and these things had been pulling my life to the lowest point.

But I'm really thankful for all these friends & cousins around me that are always there for me, listening to me and trying their best to make me happy...

"Everybody hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say.Best friends listen to what you don't say."

Tianne :)

2011-06-28T22:14:00.001+08:00

28th June 11:

Meet Boy and Alice for lunch today and went to buy prams before we visited Jerine at her house.
Finally we saw one of Jerine twins, baby Tianne today after near to two months...
Looking forward to seeing Shyanne soon too, hope she can come home soon and both the girls to be healthy and strong always :)

"A new baby is like the beginning of all things - wonder, hope, a dream of possibilities."

The Sun, The Sand AND

2011-06-20T00:59:00.002+08:00

19th June 11:

THE CHILDRENS & MY SISTERS & BROTHER!!!!
Had another fun day at Ecp with them, it's hard for us to arrange this type of outing with Meisi and all her 4Gs together...

Seah and Davier joined us this time, and love seeing all the children playing happily together, the smile on their face just melts away the hot hot sun :)

I want, I want more of this type of gathering, cos they are all growing too fast for me to caught up with them. I believe,few years down the road, the older boys will not want to come out with us again...

"Children are great imitators, So give them something great to imitate."

Zhiwei Day :)

2011-06-19T23:35:00.002+08:00

18th June 11:

Zhiwei's birthday celebration!!!
The usual suspects, the HNOners, dinner, drinks, cakes, laughter and fun :)
Loving every moment spent with them...

"Friendship is not about whom you know the longest, it's about who came and never left your side."

Another Day :)

2011-06-17T23:53:00.001+08:00

17th June 2011:

Slackin day at home alone in the afternoon and fetch Davier from school, amd we had a nice evening together...

My cheeky Daiver Boy :)

"Allow children to be happy in their own way, for what better way will they find."

Boy's Bday Celebration :)

2011-06-12T23:01:00.002+08:00

12th June 11:

It's a day we need to offer prayers to Ah Gong at woodlands again and this time, we planned to celebrate Boy's birthday which is a few days later too.

Just bought a cake for him, sang birthday songs with both Xavier and Davier. No fanciful celebrations, but with us cousins around, hope he will like it too :)

Loving my cousins ttm!!!!

The world throught our cheeky Davier Tan eyes :)
"Cousins are the friends you keep forever."

Butterfly!!!

2011-06-08T23:30:00.002+08:00

7th June 11:

Meet up with Jm,Ben and Shiwei they all, they bought me to this Thai Pub Butterfly located at Ming's Arcade. We had fun chatting, drinking and taking photos together, but seriously, I still prefer to go out with Jm without some of the other people around, cos I will still feel a bit uneasy as I can feel the fakeness in them.

"Why be fake? Just be yourself and maybe people will like you just as much."

Prawning with the boys :)

2011-06-07T00:39:00.001+08:00

11th June 11:

Spent part of the day with Jie, Jie Fu, Kelvin Kor, Gabriel, Adyen and Kyo at Pouggol prawning away, and the boys love it :)
Gabriel & Kyo, son of my two besties since school days and from a small tiny baby, till now they are all going to be taller than me, I really can't believe it... How time flies!!!!

"Doing all the little tricky things it takes to grow up, step by step, into an anxious world."

Bomding time with Xavier Boy :)

2011-05-31T20:19:00.001+08:00

30th May 11:

Bonding time with Xavier....
Bought him to Bedok center to shop around than we had lunch at kungfu Paradise.

Meet Bobby and Jeff for dinner at Dempsey in the night than after that had some drinks with Bobby at Harris till late :)

"Live life the way you want, or life will live you the way it wants."